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Rating: NC-17 Genre: Romance, sweet . . . very, very sweet. But… as all of you well know by now… A romance can be also hot. VERY HOT! I mean: strongly hot! (NC17, sure!) Summary: Ahem… I already said: It isn't always woman who goes better than devil (Even when this woman is a Vulcan female) – And I also said that at a later time you will know what I want to say. We’re almost there. I mean… for now it’s T’Pol, who starts to understand the meaning of the byword: women go better than devil. Spoilers: By now it’s clear. Harbinger, sure! Disclaimer: Once more! Enterprise is owned by Paramount, not me. No infringement intended, no profit made. Notes: The words in italic between (*___*) represent the thoughts (Once more! ) Author's note: This is the third part of my story, and in this part the ability of a certain Vulcan female is shown about her swiftness in learning... love. And obviously it’s also shown how the first night of love of our lovebirds goes on. I renew my thanks to all those who appreciated my job, and – once more - I hope I won’t disappoint anyone. Again, a very great thank you to Linda, who kindly edited my work. Swiftly, carefully and gently. And cleverly! And a very great thank you also to CoffeeCat, yet again, because once more she allowed me to use one of her beautiful images. Warning: This Part Three is VERY HARD! But, if you read it, please.... read between the lines!
Depths (Unfathomed "Harbinger") – Part Three I want him! Yes! I want him! Again! And again! And again! It’s not enough what he has given me! He cannot show me paradise, he cannot let me taste it... so fleetingly and glancingly! He cannot leave me still so struggling... with wish and desire! He cannot leave me alone… with my thoughts… and my fear! He is tired! His stamina has been severely taxed! I know! I know… how any other man could have such stamina. But I want him again. I want him again! And I feel his desire still alive… And I feel what… I feel how… …I must do! The feminity he ignited in me… knows the way! My hands begin to caress slowly and languidly his chest, while my mouth sucks sensually his lips with small, swift hickeys. Slow, slow, slow… my hands go down along his body, stroking passionately and languorously his skin. Slow, slow, slow… my lips begin to kiss his jaw, his chin, his neck with soft kisses. Slow, slow, slow… I lower myself, rubbing purposely my breasts on his chest… While my mouth moves down, kissing and sucking his chest, his hips, his belly… his groin. While my hands keep on caressing his chest, his hips, his belly… his groin. While my fingernails scrape with sensual adroitness his chest, his hips, his belly… his groin. Until… I am kneeling in front of him. My hands on his groin, to either side of his sex. My fingers entangled in the shaggy fur at its base. My face one inch from his member. My mouth one inch from his glans. I can see his penis grow slowly. I can smell its scent blended with mine. I can feel his skin vibrate under my hands. I… desire… I… want… I… need… I put my head backward to watch his face. He’s staring at me with wide-open eyes. He’s breathing deeply and harshly. He’s trembling. Waiting! My pride flares up through me! Now it’s me who commands him! He’s in my power! He’s mine! In my power! MINE! I lower my face and I look at his member, my eyes enlarged, my look intent. My breath harsh. Now it is erect, once more. Once more powerful, strong, hard. Mine! (*He did it to me… *) My left hand moves slowly to the base of his penis. My hand latches on it, encircling it, at its base. Mine! (*He did it to me… *) My right hand moves slowly to the shaft of his penis. My hand latches on it, encircling it, behind its head. Mine! (*He did it to me… *) I feel its smooth skin under the skin of my hands. I feel its strength and its hardness between them. Mine! (*He did it to me…*) I draw my mouth nigh its glans, until my lips brush against it. MINE! (*He did it to me… *) I taste its tart flavour on my lips. MINE! (*He did it to me… *) I feel it quivering in my hands. MINE! (*He did it to me… *) My lips open and my tongue slides out. MINE! (*He did it to me… *) The tip of my tongue darts along his tumid glans. MINE! (*He did it to me… *) I savour on my tongue the sour tinge of his arousal. MINE! (*He did it to me… *) I take a deep breath. MINE! MINE! MINE! (*He did it to me… *) I close my eyes. MINE! MINE! MINE! MINE! MINE!!! (*He did it to me… *) I open my mouth wide. I… desire… (*He did It to me… *) I… want… (*He did It to me! *) I… need! (*NOW I Will do IT to him! *) My eyes agape again, I engulf fully his member in my mouth! ?????? She will destroy me! I ignited a volcano! No one will be able to salvage me! Nothing and nobody! My eyes closed, I feel her hands begin slowly and languidly to caress my chest… (*The heat aglow with its fiery lava will burn me down …*) My mouth ajar, I feel her mouth begin to suck my lips, sensually with small, swift hickeys… (*It will blaze me…*) My skin burning, I feel her hands go down… slow, slow, slow… along my body, stroking passionately and languorously my skin. (*It will char me…*) My lips dry, I feel her lips begin to kiss … slow, slow, slow… my jaw, my chin, my neck with soft kisses. (*It will liquefy me…*) My flesh trembling, I feel her rubbing purposely her breasts on my chest, while … slow, slow, slow… she lowers herself. While her mouth moves down, kissing and sucking my chest, my hips, my belly… My groin. While her hands keep on caressing my chest, my hips, my belly… My groin. While her fingernails scrape voluptuously my chest, my hips, my belly… My groin. (*But I will die happy…*) Now she has stopped moving. (*…I will die happy…*) Now I can feel her soft, warm hands on my groin, to either side of my sex. (*…I will die happy…*) Now I can feel her fingers playing with the downy hairs at its base. (*…I will die happy…*) Now I can feel the heat of her breath on my glans! My eye snap wide-open, my arms hang alongsid my body, my fists clenched! I lower my eyes, and see her kneeling in front of me. Her face one inch from my member, powerfully straightened, again, by the power of her hotness. Her mouth one inch from my glans. (*…I will die happy…*) She puts her head backward, and she stares up at my face. Our eyes meet. I see clearly in her look a desire… A… lust… A… need! (*…I will die happy…*) I’m breathing deeply and harshly. I’m trembling. Waiting! (*…I will die happy…*) I see her eyes shining with pride! With fury! With desire! I see her lowering her face and looking at my member, intensely. (*…I will die happy…*) I gaze at her almost without breathing, while her left hand moves slowly to the base of my penis, and latches on it, encircling it, at its base. I don’t have even the strength to moan, while her right hand moves slowly to the shaft of my penis, and latches on it, encircling it, behind its head. (*…I will die happy…*) I close my eyes, I throw my head backward, I shiver, without any voice… feeling her lips brushing against my glans! (*…I will die happy…*) I gasp, feeling the tip of her tongue darting along it! (*…I will die happy…*) I open my eyes and tilt my head down, and I see… I see her take a deep breath… I see her shut her eyes… I see her… open her mouth wide… (*I will die happy… flamed by her blaze! *) Then… her eyes agape again, she fully engulfs my member in her mouth! ?????? It fills my mouth. It’s warm. It’s wet. It's hard. It's strong. It's smooth. It’s big. It pulsates in my mouth! It’s MINE! I own it! It belongs to me! I suck it. I lick its head. I suck it again. With covetousness. With lust. Totally lost in an entrancement of pleasure and of passion of which I no longer can do without. Totally lost in the pleasure of giving pleasure to him. Totally lost in the pleasure of taking pleasure from him. HIM! Only him! Always him! Forever… him! In a flash a picture appears in my mind of what I’m doing. The image of myself, kneeled naked in front of him, my hands clenching his penis, my mouth filled with it, my lips sucking in it, my tongue lapping its glans. And I don’t care! I don’t care! I don’t care! I don’t care who I am, what I’m doing, or what may happen tomorrow! I want only to feel it in my mouth, to savour its taste on my tongue, to suck it with my lips, to die of pleasure and of prurience, violated by him in this way, open to him whatever way he wants! I go on with my lustful game, holding my breath, until I must search for air. I take his penis out of my mouth. I breathe deeply, looking at it… It is swamped by its juice and by… my saliva. I… It… Unrestrained, brain-befogged, frenzied, delirious… … I begin to suck, and to lap, and to kiss it everywhere, from its base to its head, with soft open-mouthed kisses, turning it with my hands and moving my head, so as to have the better access at its every part, while my eyes are darting up to his face every now and then, to luxuriate in his lost expression of pleasure! (*It’s mine! I can do with it whatever I want to do! *) I feel it harden, and pulsate, and vibrate more and more in my hands, under my lips and my tongue. And my pride and my lust grow up even more. And the crazy frenzy of my actions and my thoughts becomes uncontrollable. (*I can bite it! I can chew and gnaw and devour and gobble it! I can…*) I stop, suddenly! (*I can…*) I turn up my look toward his face, staring steadily at it. It’s contorted and dewed with beads of sweat. His eyes are fixed on mine. (*I can…*) He moves his arms slowly, putting his hands to either side of my head, gently pushing it toward his member. Inviting! (*I desire…*) He stays motionless, gazing at me – waiting! (*I want…*) I lower my eyes again to his member, still erect – powerful! - in my hands. (*I need! *) My right hand starts to move along his member, almost of its own volition, scrolling his skim back and forth – purposely, carefully, delicately! Back and forth! Back and forth! Back and forth! I stare at its glans – tumid, wet! It’s mine! (*I can…*) It’s mine! (*I desire…*) It is mine! (*I want…*) It’s mine! (*I need! *) Yet again, I take a deep long breath. Yet again, I open my mouth wide. Yet again, I move my head… until I can lock his member in my mouth! Yet again, my lips feel its smooth hardness. Yet again, my tongue relishes its arousing taste. My right hand leaves his shaft, and reaches his scrotum. I cup it - possessively! - in my palm. I shut my eyes. I bring my head decidedly forward … Taking his penis fully in my mouth! (*I want to learn… *) I start to move… (*…from him… by him… with him…*) I start to move my head… (*…All…ALL! ALL! ALL!... about love! *) I start to move my head back and forth! My member fills her mouth. It’s not real! It’s impossible! It’s true! Her mouth is warm. Wet. Soft. Velvety. Smooth. Silky. And my penis pulsates inside it! It’s not real! It’s impossible! It’s true! Her lips are sucking my member. It’s true! Her tongue is licking its head. It’s true! I feel her mouth suck my penis again! It’s true! It’s true! It’s true! It’s a dream, a spell, an entrancement, a vortex, a vertigo of pleasure and of passion I can no longer do without. That only she has been capable of giving me. That only she is capable of giving me. That only she will be capable of giving me. Her! Only her! Always her! Forever… her! I look down at her. She’s kneeling – naked! - in front of me! It’s true! Her hands are clenching my penis, with possession! It’s true! Her mouth encircles it. Her mouth is filled with it! It’s true! True! True! True! One of the most intimate… the most… authentic acts of love… that a woman can give to a man… This act… She’s doing it to me! And she… she doesn’t know what… how much… this act means! (*But I will be capable of explaining it to you… I will show you ALL… ALL! ALL! ALL!... about love! *) I observe her amongst the waves of pleasure… and of delight… and of bliss… she is submerging me in. My eyes half shut, my brain bleary, my heart beating madly in my chest. I see her head moving near my groin. I see her hands holding firmly my member in her mouth. I see her mouth working around my penis. I feel all that! I feel her tongue lick my glans… I feel the tip of her tongue savour its taste... I feel her lips suck it … I feel the red-hot heat of her mouth encircle my member! Burning my soul! Then, at last, she stops her lustful game, without breath. She takes my penis out of her mouth. She breathes deeply, looking at it… And then… (*Oh my God! *) Then… (*Oh my God! *) Then… (*Oh my God! *) Unrestrainedly, frenzily, deliriously… … she begins to suck, and to lap, and to kiss it everywhere, from its base to its head, with soft open-mouthed kisses, turning it with her hands and moving her head, so as to have the better access to every part, her eyes darting up at my face every now and then, filled with lust and with pride! While I’m dying of harrowing pleasure! And of love! My member hardens, and pulsates, and vibrates more and more in her hands, under her lips and her tongue. My lungs breathe frantically seeking air. My heart beats spasmodically between them. My face is contorted and dewed with beads of sweat. She cannot go on with her game! She cannot! She cannot! I will explode! I… will… die! And then, suddenly, she stops! She looks up toward my face, staring steadily at it, her eyes fixed on mine. (*Please…*) I move slowly my arms. (*Please…*) I put my hands on either side of her head, pushing it gently toward my member. Inviting! (*Please…*) I stay motionless, gazing at her. Waiting! She lowers her eyes again to my member, still erect – painfully! - in her hands. (*Please!!! *) Her right hand starts to move along it… (*Oh my god! *) Her hand begins to scroll back and forth on its skin – purposely, carefully, delicately! (*Oh my god! Oh my god! *) Back and forth! Back and forth! Back and forth! (*Oh my god! Oh my god! oh my god! *) She is staring intensely at my penis… She takes a deep and long breath… She opens her mouth wide… She puts forward her head a little bit… And yet again, she locks my member in her mouth! Yet again, I can feel her lips on my penis! Yet again, I can relish her tongue on my glans! (*PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! *) Her right hand leaves my shaft, and reaches my scrotum. She cups it - possessively!- in her palm. (*Oh god! god! god! *) She closes her eyes. She brings her head decidedly forward. Taking my member fully in her mouth! (*Oh god! Oh god! oh god! *) She starts to move… (*OH MY GOD!!!! !*) She starts to move her head… (*MY GODDDDDD! *) She starts to move her head back and forth! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! I’m moving my head back and forth, scrolling his member between my lips, withdrawing my head until its glans almost goes out of my mouth, and then pushing forward, fully gulping his penis again, until the bottom, so deeply that I can feel it against my throat. (*What am I doing? Is it possible that it’s me, the woman who is doing that? *) In the semidarkness of my room, in the dim light of the meditation candles, I go on with my difficult job, trying to find the right balance between my breath and what I’m doing to his member with my mouth. My head still moving back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*Why? How come? How is it possible that I’m doing this? That I want to do this? That I enjoy doing this? *) In the padded silence around us, the bunted sound of my lips resound that run along his penis, sucking it. Caressing it. Relishing it. While my head keeps on moving. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*It’s my addiction! It’s that! My foolish, stupid addiction! SURE! *) I feel my naked body sweating… with passion… with lust… with desire! I savour the flavour of his member in my mouth! And my head speeds in its movement. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*I’m yours! *) The words that I said inside me, in the depth of my Katra, explode in my mind! Clear, undeniable, adamantine! While I quiver, feeling his member tingle under my lips, and I… thrill… at the thought that before long… before long… it will pour its hot semen in my mouth! And I accelerate the move of my head, covetous of savouring this liqueur! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*I’m yours! *) The truth sparkles blinding in my mind, while I’m doing this lubricous… thing… that never I would have imagined a woman could do to a man! That never I would have imagined… I… might do to a man! TO HIM! And I go on, and go on, and go on … by now lost in this dream of luxuria and of ardour … lost in… lost in this dream…of LOVE! (*Vulcans don’t dream! *) I go on! (*Vulcans don’t love! *) I go on! (*Vulcans… don’t dream! They don’t… don’t love! *) I go on! (*I… I… dream! I… love? *) I go on! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*My addiction? My addiction? My addiction? It’s me! It’s me! It’s me! *) I can’t… I mustn’t… I DON’T WANT… to deny the truth! Not tonight! NOT TONIGHT! NOT TONIGHT! And my mouth relishes flatly the strength of his sex… And my head keeps on with its move… swift… more and more! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*It’s me! I can’t lie to myself! Not tonight! *) Not tonight, when finally… he became… my lover… And my lips relish flatly the hot skin of his sex… And my head keeps on with its movement… greedy… more and more! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*Not tonight! Not tonight! *) Not tonight, when finally… he became… my love! And my tongue relishes flatly the taste of his sex… And my head keeps on with its movement… ravenous... more and more! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*I’m dying to be his yet again! I’m dying! *) My mouth almost isn’t able to house his member! And I go on! I go on! I go on! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*And I know he won’t be capable of making me his, again… after that…*) His member overflows my mouth! And I go on! I go on! I go on! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*I won’t be able to feel him inside me, again… after this… *) The hotness of his penis burns my lips! And I go on! (*But it does not matter! It does not matter! *) And I go on! More and more! More and more! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*I won’t be able to feel his seed flooding me inside, again… after this… *) The humours of his sex sear my tongue! And I go on! (*But… I perceived his desire… and I know… my… desire! *) And I go on! I go on! I go on! Back and forth! Back and forth! Back and forth! (*I won’t be able to share my orgasm with his orgasm, again … after this… *) I drink its humours, I sip them, I gulp them down! Gloatingly! Thirstily! Avidly! And I go on! (*But I will give him that! With joy, with lust, with pleasure! *) I go on! (*Because… because…!*) I go on! I go on! Back and forth! Back and forth! Back and forth! (*…Because… I’m yours! That I said, in the depth of my soul! *) And I’m yours! I’M YOURS! MY LOVER… AND MY LOVE! And I cease to think of anything but what I'm doing… And I continue to move my head… Back and forth! Back and forth! Back and forth!
Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! I watch her moving her head back and forth, scrolling my member between her lips, withdrawing her head until its glans almost leaves her mouth, and then pushing forward, gulping my penis again, fully and deeply… to the back of her throat. (*Is it real? Is it true? Is it possible that she – T’Pol! – is doing that? To me!?! *) Sweating with a pleasure not only physical, in the half-shadow of the room, softly enlightened by the meditation candles, I see her go on with her job, and I'm trembling under the languorous sensation that I’m sensing, in feeling what her mouth is doing to my member. To me! Her head still moving back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*Is it a dream this night? All this? A figment of my imagination? And in this case, how can I feel so much the burning touch of her lips on my member? How can I hear these… these marvellous sounds? *) Lost in the pleasure of her soft mouth around my sex, in the padded silence of the room, it delights my ears the bunted sound of her lips that run along my penis. Sucking it. Caressing it. Relishing it. RELISHING IT! And I feel her bask in this job! And her head is going on with its movement. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*Drug! *) The awareness explodes dazzlingly in my mind! (*She’s my drug, by now! My addiction! And I will be unable to live without her in my life! *) I revel in the vision of her naked body, which is sweating… with passion… with lust… with desire! I feel it! I feel her delight in savouring the flavour of my member in her mouth! And I’m dying of unspeakable joy! And her head is speeding up its movement. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! The truth sparkles blinding in my mind! (*I’m lost! I fell in love! *) Many times this thought occurred to me, this night... but now… Now it’s pellucid, luculent, crystal! And I can’t… I mustn’t… I DON’T WANT… to deny the truth! Not tonight! NOT TONIGHT! NOT TONIGHT! I feel my member tingle under her lips. I thrill at the thought that shortly… it will pour its hot semen inside her mouth! And I feel…I sense… I clearly perceive… that she… she is covetous that this happens! Yes! It’s so! Yes! Otherwise… why is she…is she accelerating her movements? Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*You’re mine! *) You’re mine! You’re mine! You’re mine! (*It’s so! *) Among the red fog in which my mind is floating, among the endless pleasure she is giving me, this marvellous thought shines luminously in my brain. (*You’re mine! *) Otherwise… why should she do this lubricous… thing… that I never would have imagined … she… might do to me? Why would she go on…? …and go on, and go on… Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! … lost together with me in this dream of luxuria and of ardour… lost in… lost in this dream…of LOVE! (*Vulcans don’t dream! *) She goes on! (*Vulcans don’t love! *) She goes on! (*Vulcans… don’t dream! They don’t… don’t love! *) She goes on! (*Does she… does she… dream? *) She goes on! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*May she love? *) And her head keeps on with its movement… swift… more and more! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*May she love? *) And her head keeps on with its movement… greedy… GREEDY, YES!... more and more! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*May she love? May she love? *) And her head keeps on with its movement… ravenous...RAVENOUS, YES!... more and more! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*I won’t be capable of holding myself back too much longer! *) Her mouth almost isn’t able to house my member, now! And she goes on! She goes on! She goes on! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*I won’t be capable of making her mine, again… after that…*) My member is overflowing her mouth, now! And she goes on! She goes on! She goes on! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*I won’t be capable of making her feel me inside her, again… after this…*) I sense the hotness of my penis burning her lips! And she goes on! More and more! More and more! Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth! (*I won’t be capable of flooding her inside with my seed, again… after thos… *) I sense the humours of my sex searing her tongue! And she goes on! she goes on! she goes on! Back and forth! Back and forth! Back and forth! (*I won’t be capable of sharing my orgasm with her orgasm, again … after this…*) I sense her drinking these humours, sipping them, gulping down them! Gloatingly! Thirstily! Avidly! And she goes on! Back and forth! Back and forth! Back and forth! (*And she has told me she does want me, again! *) I’m dying of pleasure under her lips! (*So… why…?*) I’m dying of pleasure in her mouth! (*… why…?*) I’m dying of pleasure under her tongue! (*… why… does she go on with this? *) A little bit, a little bit yet… (*Maybe…?*) A little bit yet… and I will come… in her mouth! (*Maybe…?*) A little bit yet… and I will empty myself into her mouth! (*Maybe…?*) A little bit… A little bit! (*Maybe… SHE… LOVES ME!?!? *) Then I cease to think of anything but what she’s doing… While she continues to move her head… Back and forth! Back and forth! Back and forth!
Lust! I’m lost! Passion! I’m no longer able to understand anything! Desire! To think coherently! Pleasure! To even think! Luxuriation! I’m only capable of savouring his member in my mouth! Rapture! Of waiting spasmodically for its eruption in my mouth! Enjoyment! Of waiting harrowingly to be made his in this way when he will have his orgasm in my mouth! I’m lost! Lost, lost, lost… … in this maelstrom of burning emotions that will destroy my Vulcan soul, that I’m not even capable of identifying… In this… thing… more powerful than any Pon-Far. I’m sure! By now, my head is moving almost frantically, and my mouth is sucking his penis with wild cupidity, my lips are parched by its heat, my tongue is scorched by its juice, which flows out from my mouth on my chin, blended with my saliva. Like the juices of mad arousal that I feel lave my thighs, streaming out from my vulva, fully soggy and burning with eager desire. Incapable of resisting, my left hand still holding his penis at its base, I take my right hand between my thighs, and lay it flat upon my sex, pressing it strongly, and I begin to move my hand nearly unconsciously against my vulva, up and down, trying to find some alleviation for the yearning fever, for the unbearable vellication, that burnd within, my palm stroking my labia and my clitoris, erect and twitching with blind desire. Suddenly I feel his hands strengthening their grip on my head. They stop its movement, and I remain so, kneeling in front of him, my mouth full of his member, my left hand a ring at its base, my right hand stroking hard my vulva. From among the fog of the swirling gulf of passion I’m immersed in, I open my eyes, a turbid and puzzled look in them, and I try to look up toward his face, raising both my eyebrows, from my… difficult position. On his face I catch a sight I never shall forget. It’s a look of possession, of crazy desire, of hog-wild delight, of abysmal pleasure, of endless pride… In seeing me so... In feeling me so… Doing so… So lost… So his! I stop any movement of my hand, still pressing it against my vulva, sensing the blind force of my arousal growing up terrifyingly at the thought of the picture I’m showing him of myself. And again my unuttered words resound in my mind. (*I’m yours! *) Then… I take a long breath with my nose, my mouth penetrated and immobilized by his demanding manhood. (*You own me! *) Then… I close my eyes, trembling, perceiving what is about to happen. (*I belong to you! *) Then… My hand begins again to powerfully stroke my vulva, my forefinger and my middle finger sliding into it, beginning to caress and mercilessly tease my clitoris. (*But… please…*) Then… My left hand leaves his member, sure as I am that it won’t escape from my mouth because of his grip on my head… and because of what he’s about to do. (*Please…*) Then… My hand reaches my left breast, and starts to squeeze it strongly, my thumb and my forefinger wringing wildly my nipple, hard erect. (*Please! Please! *) I’m incapable of restraining myself! (*Do it! *) I’m a bundle of longing and of desire! (*Do it! DO IT! *) I’m lost! I’m lost! I’m lost! (*I beg you! DO IT! *) And finally… (*I beg you! I beg you! I beg you*) …finally… (*DO IT! *) FINALLY… (*DO IT! DO IT! *) FINALLY…! He begins to push his member into my mouth like he earlier did between my thighs.
Hell! I’m lost! Paradise! I’m no longer able to understand anything! Torment! To think coherently! Blessedness! To think, merely! Rampage! I’m only capable of savouring the grip of her mouth around my member! Ecstasies! Of waiting spasmodically for its eruption in her mouth! Enjoyment! Of waiting harrowingly to make her mine in this way when I will have an orgasm in her mouth! I’m lost! Lost, lost, lost… … in this maelstrom of burning pleasure that will mark my soul and my heart forever! In this… thing… more powerful than any other thing I have ever experienced! In this… marvellous thing… that she’s giving to me! Now, her head is moving almost frantically, and I feel perfectly the wild cupidity with which her mouth is sucking my penis, which gets more and more moist and wet and hot by the famished work of her lips and her tongue. I hold my breath, when my incredulous eyes see her put her right hand between her thighs. My heart beats with astounded delight, in seeing her lay her hand flat upon her sex, pressing it strongly, and begin to move that hand against her vulva, up and down, totally lost in the search of pleasure. DELIGHT! YES! PURE DELIGHT! Because it’s me the reason for her losing herself! It’s me who brought her to this point! It’s me who… Suddenly… Suddenly… I realize! I understand! I stop her head, strengthening the grip of my hands. I see her - the move of her hand stopping abruptly - open her eyes, a turbid and puzzled look in them, trying to look up toward my face, raising both her eyebrows, from her… difficult position, kneeling in front of me, her mouth full of my member, her left hand a ring at its base, her right hand laying flat upon her vulva. Inside me it explodes a dilacerating sensation of possession, of crazy desire, of hog-wild joy, of abysmal pleasure, of endless pride… In seeing her so... In feeling her so… Doing so… So lost… So mine! No abashment in her eyes, no shame. Only… Knowledge! (*Yes! It’s so! You’re mine! I own you! You belong to me! *) Knowledge! And desire! And a dumb prayer! (*Yes…*) She takes a long breath with her nose, her mouth penetrated and immobilized by my demanding manhood. (*Yes…*) She closes her eyes, trembling, perceiving what is about to happen. (*Yes…*) Her hand starts again to stroke her vulva powerfully… her forefinger and her middle finger sliding into it, beginning to caress and tease mercilessly the inside. (*Yes…*) Her left hand leaves my member, which surely won’t escape from her mouth because of my grip on her head… and because of what I’m about to do. (*Yes…*) Her hand reaches her left breast, and starts to squeeze it strongly, her thumb and her forefinger wringing wildly her nipple, hard erect. (*Yes…*) I perceive her waiting! (*Yes…*) I perceive her wild desire! (*Yes…*) I’m about to do it! (*Yes…*) She’s quivering with unrestrained lust! (*Yes…*) Her mouth trembles around my member! (*Yes…*) Her silent plea fills my brain! (*Yes…*) She’s a bundle of longing and of desire! (*Yes…*) I DO IT! (*Yes…*) I DO IT! I DO IT! (*Yes! YES! YES! *) I begin to push with my member into her mouth like I earlier did between her thighs! He’s seizing firmly my head between his hands while he’s moving his pelvis to use my mouth as he earlier used my vagina— to take his pleasure. And mine! His penis is moving back and forth, swiftly, powerfully, domineering – into my mouth. It’s mine! My moans are silenced by the utter replenishment of my mouth by his member. It’s mine! My left hand is tantalizing my left breast and my nipple. Pleasure! My right hand is stroking my vulva and my clitoris, my fingers penetrated into my vagina. Pleasure! He will take his pleasure into my mouth. His pleasure! My pleasure! I will take my pleasure together with him, by my hand. My pleasure! His pleasure! OUR PLEASURE! In a little while his semen will fill my mouth, and I… will guzzle it. I will savour it! And I will be his also in this way! In a little while my body will jump with consuming delight in my orgasm! The third orgasm of this night! The third orgasm of my life! In a little while… I will be his! AGAIN! THUS! I feel it. A few more strokes in my mouth! Then… he will take me again! In this way! And he will be able to take me as his own, whatever way he wants! Because… I’m his! Only his! Forever his! Totally his! It’s about to happen! I feel it! His member is twitching spasmodically in my mouth! My right hand is stroking more and more strongly my smarting sex. I feel it! His member is about to pour its lifeblood into my mouth! My left hand is torturing more and more strongly my left breast and my turgid nipple. I feel it! His member is about to take possession of me yet again. In my mouth!Completely! My body begins to shake with surmounting pleasure. Here it is! His penis whirrs in my mouth! My vulva gets ardent under my hand! Here it is! His penis puckers inside my mouth! My breast hardens under my hand! Here it is! He’s about to come in my mouth! I’m about to come in my hand! Here! Here! Here! Here!... Here! “NOoooo!!! ”
There’s no gracefulness, no delicacy in the grip of my hands on her head, while I keep it well positioned, allowing me to push my member into her mouth, using it as if it was her vagina. No kindness, no mildness, no sweetness. It’s a delirium of possession! Of making her mine in this way! Of violating her so! Of taking my pleasure by filling her mouth with my seed! Of showing her my domination! And it’s a mad enjoyment, a crazy delight, a pleasure in the pleasure, to feel her luxuriate in all that! (*Mine! You’re mine! You belong to me! *) My penis is moving back and forth, swiftly, powerfully, domineering – in her mouth. Her moans are silenced by the utter replenishment of her mouth by my member. (*I own you! *) I straighten my head, closing my eyes and still taking her head tightly between my hands. My pelvis oscillating to and fro, with ancient rhythm, to push hard and deeply my member in her mouth at every stroke. (*I own you! *) I will take my pleasure in her mouth. In a little while my semen will fill her mouth, and she… will guzzle it. She will savour it! (*And you will be mine also in this way! *) A little while… Few swift strokes yet… My member is twitching spasmodically in her mouth! A little while… My member is about to pour its lifeblood into her mouth! A little while… My member whirrs in her mouth! Here it is! My member puckers inside her mouth! Here it is! (*I own you! *) Here it is! (*I own you! *) Here it is! (*I… i… i…!*) Here it is! (*no! *) Here it is! Here it is! (*I don’t want that! *) Here it is! Here it is! Here it is! (*i don’t want that, in this way! *) Here it is! Here it is! Here it is! Here it is! (*She… she said she was wanting me again! Was wanting me again inside her! *) Here it is! (*and me too! Me too! *) Here it is! Here it is! (*I cannot betray her so! *) Here! Here! Here! Here!... Here! “NOoooo!!! ” I have not even time to understand that that shout has come from him. I have not even time to understand what is happening. I find myself hanging in air, propped by his hands under my armpits, his powerful arms stretched out to keep me overhead, in front of him and above him. My body quivering form the sudden and unexpected lack of completion of our love making, my mouth disconsolately empty of his jerking member and soaked by its humour, my vulva throbbing with unfulfilled desire, I lay my eyes, enlarged and dumbfounded, on his face. It’s red and sweaty, because of his effort… to hold himself back. His eyes are wide open and stare at me intensely. He’s breathing harshly and heavily. (*Why? *) I try to pull myself together. (*Why? *) I try to understand. (*Why did he do that? Why did he break off this… this marvellous thing between us? Why doesn’t he want me to savour… ? *) And suddenly I understand. And my heart swells and leaps inside me. And I shiver! Because I know why he did that! I know what he wants to do! What is about to happen! Why he’s keeping me so, in this position! And it’s strange, but I enjoy being kept so, by his strong arms, like Humans do with their children and – I know – Human males sometimes with their… sweethearts… - holding them aloft, for being babied and coshered… and loved. It’s strange… but true. And sweet. And beautiful. how beautiful it is to sense his strength! How beautiful it is to feel myself a plaything in his strong hands! How beautiful… and stirring…and thrilling... and arousing… and exciting... to feel what it means to be held thus, by his puissant arms! And I find myself rounding up my legs, like… like a cat… …and… purring… like a cat. Like a cat in heat! And in love! I place my hands upon his forearms, still held overhead by him, above his head. I look at him, waiting… and… covetous! Shivering! His gaze is always locked with mine . His dry lips open. He speaks. A sort of low roar, scarcely restrained. “INSIDE YOU! ” I shiver again! He begins to lower me down, toward him. I shiver, once more! He lays me slowly on his chest, sliding his hands to my buttocks, as a support. I shiver! I shiver again! My arms enfold his head, holding it tightly to me. Tightly! Tightly! I shiver! I shiver! I shiver again! My head goes naturally to his shoulder, upon the wound I gave him. Upon my mark! And I shiver! I shiver! I shiver again! My lips brush his wound by their own volition. Sweetly and eagerly! And I shiver! And I shiver! And I shiver again! My breasts feel the strength of his chest against them. Bare and strong, on my bare and wheezy bosom! And I shiver! I shiver! I shiver with poignant expectation! My thighs get spread around him, on his hips and… …slowly, naturally, without any effort… …my vagina meets his member and is impaled by it! Totally! Fully! Deeply! Thoroughly! Gliding around his penis like a sheath along its sword! Along its own sword! His member slipping inside me along the road it made! That only it knows! Through which only it can pass! And I shiver! I shiver! I shiver! I shiver! With ardour! I lock my ankles behind his back, and I find me in the same position I kept when this night of… love… began. Clinging to him… as ivy clings! But this time… This time… I’M FILLED WITH HIM! He fills me! He fills me! He FILLS ME! over again! And I shiver! WITH delight AND PLEASURE! His voice claims my attention. It is husky, harsh, bitty. He utters the words with effort. “Together… with… you! ” I quiver in his arms once more, once more utterly hung onto him, my body once more pressed against his… And once more merged with his! From my mouth escapes a sole word, impossible to be withheld. Low, sweet, passionate. Suffused with joy, with lust, with desire. A prolonged sigh of bliss. “Yessssssssss! ” Like a madman, in the same time the shout bursts out from my lungs, I lower myself like a bat out of hell, deplenishing her mouth of my sex and holding back my coming ejaculation with a crazy effort. Like a madman, like a bat out of hell, I seize her under her armpits, forcing her hands away from their job, and I straighten up, lifting her up overhead, in a flash, in front of me and above me, my arms stretched out to keep her aloft. My face red and sweaty, because of my effort to hold back myself, I see her lay her eyes, enlarged and dumbfounded, upon me. I know my eyes are wide open and my look appears mad. I know I’m treating her like a plaything, disrespectful of her Vulcan essence. I know all that! But I also know… that she has understood! And my heart swells and leaps inside me! And, also in my insane state, I perceive… I sense… I feel absolutely clear… that she is … happy… in understanding why I acted so. What I want to do. What is about to happen, between us two. And I perceive… I sense… I feel absolutely clearly her enjoyment… of being held so by me, as a marvellous, wonderful… living… love doll! My loved love doll! And my heart swells and leaps inside me, more and more! And it’s not only because of my effort, if I’m breathing harshly and heavily. NO! It’s not only because of that! The crazy beat of my heart grows even more, in seeing her… bending up her legs… …like a cat! In hearing her… purring! ... like a cat! Like a cat in heat! Like a cat in love! I feel my ears buzzing and my blood hammering at my temples, in seeing her… laying her hands upon my forearms, perfectly at ease in being held by me in this position, perfectly glad to stay so… Perfectly aware of what will follow soon. She stares at me with a look of covetous waiting! A female! The most sensual female of the whole universe! The female! She knows… Yes. She knows! She knows what I’m about to do. I feel her shiver! She wants… Yes. She wants! She wants what I’m about to do. My gaze always locked with hers, my lips dry, I speak. A sort of low roar, scarcely restrained. “INSIDE YOU! ” She shivers again! I begin to lower her down, toward me. She shivers, once more! I blaze, by my strain and arousal! I lay her slowly on my chest, sliding my hands to her buttocks, as a support. She shivers! She shivers again! I blaze, by my strain and by prurience! Her arms enfold my head, holding it tightly to me. Tightly! Tightly! She shivers! She shivers! She shivers again! I blaze, by delight and by desire! She lays her head on my shoulder, upon the wound she gave me. Upon her mark! And she shivers! She shivers! She shivers again! And I blaze, by joy and by lust! I feel her full lips brush my wound. Sweetly and eagerly! And she shivers! And she shivers! And she shivers again! And I blaze, by enjoyment and by pleasure! I feel the turgidity of her firm breasts on my bare chest. Of her bare and wheezy bosom against me! And she shivers! She shivers! She shivers even more! And I blaze even more, with poignant expectation! I feel her smooth thighs spreading around me, wide open, to either side of my hips and… …I feel her impaling herself on my member! It slides in her vagina…slowly, naturally, without any effort… Totally! Fully! Deeply! Thoroughly! Gliding inside her like a sword inside its sheath! Inside its own sheath! Slipping inside her along the road I made! That only I know! Through which only I want to pass! And she shivers! She shivers! She shivers! She shivers! And I blaze! I blaze! With ardour! She locks her ankles behind my back, and we find ourselves in the same position we had when this night of… love… began. She is clinging to me… as ivy clings! But this time… This time… SHE’S FILLED WITH ME! I fill her! I fill her! I FILL HER! over again! And she shivers! And I blaze! WITH delight AND PLEASURE! I find the strength to speak again. My voice resounds husky, harsh, bitty. I utter the words with effort. “Together… with… you! ” And I feel her quivering in my arms once more, once more utterly hanging onto me, our bodies once more pressed the one against the other… And once more merged the one with the other! The world around me dissolves in a dazzling light of happiness, when I hear her soft voice in my ear! When I feel clearly the gallimaufry of emotions of which her voice is full, and that she… doesn’t hide! From her mouth goes out a sole word. Low, sweet, passionate. Suffused with joy, with lust, with desire. A prolonged sigh of bliss. “Yessssssssss! ” We don’t need bed… or cushions... or floor. He is enough. We need nothing else. He's our bed. Clinging to him, penetrated by him, his arms around my body, his hands supporting me on my buttocks, I’m breathing heavily on his skin, my head buried in his neck, on his shoulder, my arms and my legs clenched around him, my breasts and my nipples swelling against his chest, my eyes shut. I’m waiting. I’m waiting with scorching desire for him to move inside me. But he doesn’t. In spite of the beastly effort he has just done to hold back himself… he doesn’t move. He… … he knows very well how to make me mad with crazy desire! I’m dying in this waiting. I’m dying! And nevertheless… In the same breath I would want this waiting to never come to an end. I would want to stay so forever. Forever in his arms, forever clinging to him, forever hugging tightly him, forever sensing him inside me. Forever feeling his powerful strength. Forever feeling his amazing love! Forever basking in this gorgeous intimacy that I never could have thought might exist between a woman and a man. Between me and him! And instead we are here, in my room, merged inextricably with each other. And I’m luxuriating to be so open to him, so possessed by him… So his! And in the same breath… I’m dying for the end of this waiting. For feeling him move inside me, and take me again to paradise. And he doesn’t. And I’m dying… between the desire of melting in his love, the waiting ended… …and the desire of melting in his love, the waiting… going on. (*Is that love? Is it this fluctuating between conflicting wishes? Without recognizing what one can do? Without any logic? *) I feel a twist inside me. (*And I…*) The enormity of what I'm thinking strikes me with the potency of a thunderbolt! (*And I… what will I do? *) Then… I feel his member writhing lightly inside me. A small, swift wriggle. And my vagina twitches by itself in answer. And my mind ceases to think. And my soul understands what I want. And my heart follows my body. And the road of my desires becomes luminous and clear. I want the waiting to end! I want to feel again the devastating potency of his member annihilate my body and soul! I want to feel his hot seed inside me, again! I want to feel again the insuppressible power of his love nullify my Katra and my Vulcan heart! I want to cancel myself into him! Without thinking of anything else but our… love! I tighten myself to him even more, and - without any doubt, without any shyness, without any hesitancy, without any fie – purposely rocking my pelvis libidinally… I sigh in his ear. “Take me again! ” I’m standing, with her clinging to me, penetrated by me, my arms around her body, my hands supporting her on her buttocks, her arms and her legs clenched around me, her breasts and her nipples swelling against my chest, her head buried in my neck, on my shoulder. I feel her breathe heavily on my skin. I bask in the marvellous warm of her body against mine. (*Where do I find this strength? From where does it come to me? *) We don’t need bed… or cushions... or floor. I’m enough. We need nothing else. I’m our bed. (*Where do I find this strength? From where does it come?*) She’s waiting. I feel it. She’s waiting with scorching desire for me to begin to move inside her. But I don’t. I want to make her mad with crazy desire! I want to feel her frantic with passion! I want to hear her beg me to take her! I want to feel her die of pleasure! I know, now, of what she’s capable! And I want to savour totally the fond female that there’s inside her! So, I don’t move. In spite of the beastly effort I have just done to hold back myself… I don’t move. My member strong and hard inside her. (*Where do I find this strength? From where does it come?*) And I stay so, luxuriating in the waves of surmounting desire that I sense grow in her… luxuriating in this gorgeous intimacy that I never could have thought might exist between her and me! And instead we are here, in her room, merged inextricably each with other. And I can perfectly perceive that she shares my emotions and my feelings… that she’s happy… happy… of being so open to me, so possessed by me… So mine! And so, I don’t move. (*Where do I find this strength? From where does it come to me?*) I don’t move, torn between the scorching desire to make her mine again and the blissful enjoyment of feeling her thus, so completely abandoned in me. (*Where do I find this strength? From where does it come to me?*) I close my eyes, relishing the slight smell of her hair, the fragrant flavour of her skin, the cosy warmth of her body, the tepid puff of her breath, the fond passion of her embrace, the hotness of her flesh, the astounding sensation of her wet and hot vagina around my member, the way she's hanging onto me, totally entrusting herself to me… And I have my response! What man couldn’t feel the powerful strength that flows inside me, enfolding between his arms a woman like this? (*And this woman is mine! *) And my body responds automatically to this thought, working the dilemma out in which I’m writhing. A small, swift wriggle of my member inside her. And I feel her vagina twitching in answer. And my mind ceases to think. And my soul melts. And my heart swells. Because... Because… I feel her tighten herself to me even more, purposely rocking her pelvis libidinally… I hear her voice which - without any doubt, without any shyness, without any hesitancy, without any fie – sighs to my ear. “Take me again! ” And he doesn’t move! He doesn’t move, yet! (*Why? Why, why, why ? What else do you want from me? What else must I do? What else? WHAT ELSE? *) I’m… desperate! Yes! Desperate! Spasms running through my vagina, my vulva ardent, I lift my head to bring my mouth to his ear. I keep on rocking pruriently my pelvis to feel better the hardness of his penis inside me and to stimulating him to move it inside me! To make him understanding how much I'm longing to feel it move inside me! He shakes. His hands squeeze my buttocks strongly. But he doesn’t move! Without ceasing what I’m doing with my pelvis, my need by now white-hot, I start to nibble his earlobe, despairingly trying to jounce him. He winces. The grip of his hands becomes nearly painful. But he doesn’t move! He doesn’t move! (*But why? why? *) And yet I feel his blind desire, I feel him tremble with immense effort, trying to restrain himself. (*WHY? why? What do you want? What do you want? *) Despairing, I brush my lips against his ear. Utterly forgetful of my Vulcan essence, of any thing but my mad desire, I murmur - imploringly! - to him, in a breath. “Take me! Take me again! ” And he trembles, and quivers, and shivers, and shakes! AND DOESN’T MOVE! “Aaaaaahhhhhhh…..” A long and heartsick moan of frustration slips out from my mouth. I can’t stifle my need and my voice. I… almost shriek, loud. “I BEG YOU! ” And… I feel him shudder strongly, like he was doing the greatest heave, and… and… then… I hear him take a deep breath… of satisfaction! I'm NOT mistaken! I’m sure! I have learned to know all his nuances very well! He’s… glad! Glad! I’m a quavery lump of desire… I’m overriding all I’m… FOR HIM! And he... sighs for satisfaction! For contentment! I feel… I feel an unbridled rage billowing inside me! I’m unable to control it! I’m NOT a Vulcan female, now! I’m… a woman! A woman in desire! In need! In love! IN RAGE! I!... I!...I!... And abruptly my mind clears! He wanted that! He wanted to make me… mad! … with crazy desire! He wanted to feel me… to feel me… frantic! ... with desire and passion! He wanted to break every barrier of mine! He wanted to achieve what he has been searching for since our first meeting, with his challenging behaviour, with our arguments! He wanted to savour totally the… the fond female that… that he understood that… - because of him! - ... now that’s inside me! And that he’s managed to bring to surface! He wanted his utter triumph! He wanted to hear me… beg!!!... him to take me! And… and for this… he has been open to restrain himself! Against any logic! Against his own spasmodic desire itself! Against his own evident suffering itself! And he took his aim! The…the rage… surmounts inside me! I… I want to tear him apart! I… I… I WANT HIM! And the terrifying consciousness of what is happening to me strikes again my soul, piercing through me. (*Is that love? Is it this fluctuating between conflicting wishes? Without recognizing what one can do? Without any logic? Is it this total losing among wild emotions? Emotions that can compel a man to behave as he have done? And a woman to behave as… as… I…*) Again that harrowing twist inside me. (*And I…*) Again, the enormity of my thought is smiting me, fearsome! (*And I… how will I do? *) Then… A cold… and hot… determination seizes me. (*So… that’s love? *) I’m Vulcan! If he has been capable of holding himself back, of restraining himself, of repressing himself so as to take me to this point… I… can be capable of controlling myself, so as… so as… (*That’s love? *) I have heard him saying that in love and war anything is allowed. I didn’t understand at that time what he meant. But now… (*That’s love? *) I raise my head in front of his. My face fronts close to his face. My eyes lock firmly with his. My arms entwine behind his nape, around his neck, to hold me steadily to him. My legs are well locked, each with the other, around him. To hold me even more steadily to him. I settle comfortably my buttocks upon his hands, pressing myself against him so that his member is totally immersed inside my body. The most leisurely and… pleasant… easy-chair… I have ever experienced! He looks at me… worried… and I feel him shudder, like foreseeing. A delightful... malicious... frisson of pleasure runs along my spine. (*That’s love? *) My lips brush his, my eyes always locked with his. Then I lower my look to his mouth, and suddenly I catch his lower lip between my lips and suck it, lustfully, while, in the meantime, I push my pelvis backward, using his hips as leverage, so that his penis almost slides out from my vagina, and then I bring forward my pelvis again, burying his penis fully inside me, again. I go on swiftly with the job of my lips and my sex, sensing him tremble with lust in answer. But as soon as I feel him try to respond to me, with his mouth and his member… …I bit his lip, strongly, abruptly stopping any motion of my pelvis, his penis sucked wholly inside my vagina, and, immediately after, I pull my mouth back, with a rapid darting of my tongue on his. Never like now have I appreciated the great control that Vulcans have on their inner muscles. I turn my eyes on his. I see his pupils enlarge… startled… and I feel him quake, in dismay. Another delicious… malignant… tremor of enjoyment winds up and down through my whole body. (*That’s love? *) Again I lower my eyes to his mouth, and, all of a sudden, my mouth starts again its attack on his lips, while my pelvis begins again to move back and forth, so that my vagina is releasing and engulfing alternately his member inside myself. And when I feel him try to respond to me yet again… …I bit his lip, painfully, yet again, and I imprison his sex firmly in my sex, any movement of my pelvis stopped, yet again. Yes! Never like now have I… enjoyed… the great control that Vulcans have on their inner muscles. Then I pull back my mouth, yet again, darting my tongue on his lips, yet again, swiftly and… wickedly. My eyes are shining… evilly… when I gaze at his, once more, while his muscles are trembling, and I see them disquieted and puzzled, in knowledge! (*That’s love? *) I lay again my lips on his… (*And is everything allowed, in love? *) …as soft as the touch of a butterfly wing. (*Maybe… also vengeance? *) Without averting my gaze from his eyes… (*The sweet, sweet vengeance? *) …I murmur in his mouth… (*I must verify if this is true, because… *) …and, judging from the frightened expression of his eyes and from the jitter of his skin under my touch, I believe… (*…tonight I want to learn… all!… about love! *) …that he, too, notices – as I do – the hint of something… femininely fiendish… - (*Women go better than the devil, as I heard him say! *) - in the sweet, sweet tone of my voice, when I whisper… “My turn! ” I’m mad! And foolish! I have all, tonight! All! All my dreams, all my wishes became reality… The most beautiful woman of the whole universe became mine… She and I are playing the most lustful and arousing and sweet love plays… I have just heard her murmur the most mild and blissful “yes”, when I slid into her again… I feel… I have… maybe… also her love… And I’m doing that! or rather! I’m NOT doing that! I’m fighting against my desire itself! I’m holding myself back, again, almost dying by the effort! Because… Because… (*Why? What else do I want? What else do I want from her? What else? WHAT ELSE? *) She’s… desperate! Yes! Desperate! I feel it! I perceive spasms running through her vagina, I sense the ardent heat of her vulva, while she keeps on rocking pruriently her pelvis to better feel the hardness of my penis inside her… … and to stimulate me to move it inside her! To make me understanding how much she’s longing to feel it move inside her! I shake. My hands squeeze her buttocks strongly. But I don’t move! Mad! Crazy! Foolish! Stupid! That I am! (*But what am I doing? What else do I want? *) She has lifted her head, and I feel her mouth to my ear. Without ceasing what she’s doing with her pelvis, she starts to nibble my earlobe, despairingly trying to jounce me. I wince. The grip of my hands becomes nearly spasmodic. But, even in my blind desire, even if I’m trembling with immense effort, in the attempt to restrain myself… I don’t move! I don’t move! Despairing – despairing, yes! - she brushes her lips against my ear, and I hear her voice, quivering with lust and desire, murmuring - imploringly! - to me, in a breath. “Take me! Take me again! ” And I tremble, and quiver, and shiver, and shake! AND I DON’T MOVE! “Aaaaaahhhhhhh…..” A long and heartsick moan of frustration slips out from her mouth, and then… I almost don’t believe my ears, in hearing her nearly… shriek, loud. “I BEG YOU! ” And… - What a blackguard I am! - shuddering strongly, as doing the greatest heave, I take a deep breath… of satisfaction! Because I achieved my aim! I wanted to make her… mad! … with crazy desire! I wanted to feel her… frantic! ... with passion! I wanted to break her every barrier! I wanted to reach what I have been searching for since our first meeting, with my defiant behaviour and with our arguments! I wanted to savour totally the… the fond female that… that I understood, I saw, I tasted that… there’s inside her! I wanted to bring this female to the surface! (*That’s what I wanted! *) And… and for this… I have been open to restrain myself! Against my own spasmodic desire itself! Until she has… begged… me! The consciousness of what I have done suddenly strikes me powerfully. And painfully! (*Am I mad? *) I wanted my utter triumph, but… but what sort of triumph can this be? What sort of scoundrel am I, who has compelled her to behave in a way that is not her way, who has been despicable in taking advantage of her weakness tonight? (*Am I mad? MAD? *) NO! I’m a dog! How will I be able to look myself in the mirror, hereafter? Shame and regret overwhelm me, and I feel my passion and my desire crumble away under the weight of my guilt. I have thrown everything away to the wind, for stubborn pride, for foolish wish! But suddenly… Her head raised in front of mine, her face close to mine, her eyes locked firmly with mine, her arms entwined behind my nape, around my neck, to hold me steadily to her, her legs well locked each with the other around me, to hold herself more steadily to me, she is settling… comfortably… her buttocks upon my hands, like they were the most leisurely easy-chair, and she is pressing herself against me so that my member is totally immersed inside her body. Like it was sucked inside her! And my body can’t remain unresponsive to her call! The truth enlightens my mind! Her master? I? A poor man! Nothing else I am! A poor, boeotian man, as all men are, who believe they are conquerors, and who are conquered! She’s my mistress, by now! Of my body, sure! And of my mind! And my soul! And my heart! She can do with me what she wants! This simple truth fills fully my mind, and I feel inside me a lump of fear… Like a premonition of future sufferings! And the fear grows up, while seeing her look. She’s staring at me. Passion… Desire… Lust… LOVE! They didn’t disappear from her eyes. But… There’s also a cold… Vulcan! ... determination! She’s learning quickly! She’s learning quickly… the things of love! She’s now a startling mixture of Human emotion and Vulcan logic! And I’m lost! Her spider web is spread! I’m entangled in it. Without hope! I look at her… worried… and I shudder, like foreseeing. Her eyes always locked with mine, she starts to brush sweetly… too sweetly! ... my lips with hers. Then she lowers her look to my mouth, and abruptly… She catches my lower lip between her lips and sucks it, lustfully, and in the meantime… …She pushes backward her pelvis, using my hips as leverage, so that my penis almost slides out from her vagina, and then she brings forward her pelvis again, burying it fully inside her, again. I tremble with lust in answer, while she goes on swiftly with the job of her lips and her sex! I cannot help but try to suck her mouth in response, and to push forward my member into her, but… As soon as I attempt to do that… …She bits my lip, strongly, stopping immediately any movement of her pelvis, my penis sucked down wholly into her vagina, literally! Then, the next instant, she pulls back her mouth… With a rapid darting of her tongue on my coveting mouth! I quake, in dismay, while my enlarged and… startled... eyes stare at hers, turned again on mine, a… disquieting… gaze in them. Yes! She’s learning quickly… love’s things! (*And I’m lost! *) She lowers again her eyes to my mouth, and, all at once, her mouth starts again its attack on my lips, while her pelvis begins again to move back and forth, so that her vagina is releasing and engulfing alternately my member inside it. The need of my body and of my soul reaches the verge! I must kiss her! I must move myself inside her! But in the same instant I venture to move… …She bits my lip, painfully, yet again, and she imprisons my sex firmly in her sex, any move of her pelvis stopped, yet again, and pulling back her mouth, yet again, and darting her tongue on my lips, yet again, swiftly and… (*my god! *) …wickedly! I’m not mistaken! Yes! She’s learning quickly… love’s things! Too quickly! (*And I’m completely lost! Forever… in her hands! *) My muscles tremble, and my eyes are disquieted and puzzled - in knowledge! - when I gaze at hers, once more locked with mine. They shine… (*my god! *) …Evilly! I’m not mistaken! Yes! She’s learning quickly… the things of love! Too, too quickly! (*And I’m lost! lost! lost! Forever in her hands! Forever… in love! *) Don’t make me suffer, my sweet lady! Please! Don’t make me suffer! She lays again her lips on mine… (*Take your vengeance… *) …as soft as the touch of a butterfly wing. (*…But… please! ... *) Without averting her gaze from my eyes… (*PLEASE! *) …She murmurs in my mouth… (*PLEASE! *) …and I cannot help but being frightened, well perceiving the jitter of my skin under her touch, in noticing the hint of something… femininely fiendish… - (*Women go better than the devil, I know well! *) - in the sweet, sweet tone of her voice… (*Don’t make me suffer, now… that you have enchained my heart!*) …when she whispers… “My turn! ” |
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